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(Saturday, August 1, 2009-)
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# be good to me-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SKINNY (^)
&. what do you do
when you had high hopes, but suddenly they were crushed .
when you like a boy but he's got a girlfriend. he's a complete player. a complete dickhead. completely untrustworthy. but you like him. and you don't know why. you don't know what it is about him. but you can't stop thinking about him. you know its not going to work out. but you can't forget him. because when you do. he suddenly comes back. he acts like he misses you. he's different when he's not bounded to one girl. he gives you false hope. the things he does. he makes you feel wanted. but he doesnt want you. he wants her. he acts like he wants her. but what if he wanted you?
then what do you do?
how do you make things work out if you can't bear being turned away because your hopes are that high.
he said the thing he regretted most was breaking up with her. but he said he broke up with her because he was losing feelings for her. how do you lose feelings and get them back in a week? love isn't a toy, boy, you have got to understand that. stop playing around with me, im not your toy either.
i don't want to keep being your fallback girl
don't use me, cos you know i'll always be here for you, even if i don't want to be. i cant help but be vulnerable to you.
the story ends like this;
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