today, in that workshop, while we were lined up, you kept sweepingly-glancing. why, what do you mean, and what do you want?
of course, i was doing it to you too, but thats ohkay ;)
when you do it back, its not ohkay, you scare me.
and when your class went in, you turned around and looked straight at me. i mean, farr! hyperventilaton much? ^^
and then after the workshop was over, you turned around and looked straight at me again.
leave me alone, im vulnerable to you, and you know it.
i feel like i havent seen you in ages, maybe thats why i thought you looked so ______ today.
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look, i feel really bad and i miss you heaps, you have always been a great friend to me. but what you did wasn't right either, and im not going to get back on speaking terms with you again until you admit what you did was wrong. im sorry if the way i am ignoring and avoiding you is hurting you, only if because it seems to me that really, you dont care, but its something i cant help- i confided in you and you betrayed me.
i understand you want to make things right, the way you said "so what, now you arent even going to look at me?" made me feel bad, really bad. i shouldnt have replied with a "nup"
honestly, i dont think i have ever felt worse.
you have been there when others haven't, at some points i considered you a higher friend than many of my best and closest today.
let's see if i can make things right, but seriously, it shouldnt be me making the move.
your response was gay.
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if she talks shit about you, why are you going out with her?
ARE YOU GAY, OUT OF YOUR MIND, MENTALLY RETARDED?
you need a smart girl who will take care of you. you dont understand yourself.
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your not as innocent as you look, just remember, my mind works the same way. i know exactly what you do and why. dont try and convince me otherwise.
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you girls are my world. im not gonna keep this one anonymously secret.
I LOVE YOU 41R(H)